Busy busy Mama

The past few days have been so busy. Sunday was mothers day, me and Chris fought for like ten min. I never heard him say happy mothers day, and he swears he said it twice. OK. So i was mad at him for saying it to all those mothers that aren't his, or aren't his sons mother first or only. I still never HEARD him say it or got to respond. Even Adam did something for Amanda and they are waiting for their divorce papers, they don't even like each other. But go figure I am stuck with the guy who together or not wont do anything for special occasions. Out of five years we have celebrated two V-days and one of two B-days. If his next girlfriend gets the shit that i didn't. and gets the man that i didn't! Then he can have a kid, and do all of this over again with her. But if he said he loved me all this time, why wouldn't he do things that other MEN do for their girls. JS 


On another note. I went to my sisters house that day to eat and sit around and watch everyone be lazy, not the day i was hoping for. The only two mothers days I have had have been terrible if even there. 
Mom appreciation day my ASS! I am the only one out of my mom sister and me that actually takes care of a child full time and still lead a healthy life. My moms kids are grown. My sister works nights and sleeps days and lefts a finger or two when her kids need help. I use both hands all the time for my son and i bend over backwards for him so that no one else has to do anything for my son. Alyssa his god mother is amazing and she takes him every once in a while over night. And i think in 16 months my mom has taken care of him like three times. Vs. Mandy's kids she sees all the time or maybe even every other weekend. And Chris isn't much of a baby doer. I can see him doing a lot after potty training, and toddler twos, but for right now and from birth it has been all ME! All I'm sayin is a little appreciation for being the mother I am would have been nice. 
Well what counts that day was my son, the most amazing person in the world to me, was sweet as a button most of the day and made it a wonderful day just because i am his mother, like every day!


Monday, Mandy wanted me to go out to her house, and help her do her hair. she gave me gas for it so i went. We didn't even do hair. She sat around while my son kept hers entertained. With those boys they don't give you any attention. they just play. they need to be watched and helped but they are pretty self sufficient when they are together. So she got a relaxing day as did i but i wanted to clean my house that day and had some other stuff to do. But Monday night I went to karaoke with her, and took my boo. It was kind of fun. I only sang one song. But the DJ cute as hell loves my son, it was so cute. Then it started to lightning, and i decided it would be best to get home before the storm hit. As i said good-bye and was walking out the door, the rain hit. got wet loading the stroller and then it hit hard as i was on my way home, i was better off just staying. When i made it home, me and my son sat in the car for 25 min waiting for it to slow down. it didn't and he wanted out. so i grabbed him and ran. got soaked. dropped my phone, and i was shivering. Unfortunately for me, i still had one more trip to make to the car. oh goo' ness. We dried off, as i was changing a diaper, the power flickered off a few times, leaving me to just feel for the diaper changing, good thing it wasn't a dirty ha ha. 
We finally got all dry and cuddled up in the bed and fell asleep. Chris stayed out late that night, i woke up at like three something, and he wasn't here, so i called him a few times, he "fell asleep at a friends house". Either way, he made it back safe even tho the weather was crazy. 
So needless to say again, but, its been busy the past few days. And I got more ahead. Trips to the SS office, TWC, Texas health and human services, and the school. I might have to start June 25th and not may 21st. We will see.